My mind full of confusion
Losing control of all goals
In life
Not knowing what’s right
Following a road leading me to destruction
All this ruckus is causing chaos in my life
Why cant I release the demon in me
Crying and wanting to kill my enemies
Knowing that its wrong to think such thoughts
But not knowing when I need to stop
Facing reality is difficult to me
Living in fantasy is where I like to be
But many complain that I am insane
For wanting to remain
A child for a little longer
But I’m stronger than what they think
Because even though I play a different game
In the end I can succeed
Being who I want to be
Just grow a little more in my soul
Find a goal
Take control
Than you see
That I will be free
From my worst enemy
And what’s worse
Is that my enemy is me